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Life moves on. How about mine? Is it because of what i want or i just reluctant to choose?

Yes, yes i am reluctant to choose my life, my way and i always thought that i am dong things in the way i want. Yes, doing things in the way i wanted but bring no effects to me, to people around or even changes are unseen because there is no changes.

To admit a fact is always same as to like something that you dislike.